Love you to Death...

I am dying...
My heart beat is slowing down
And I can't keep from crying...
I am breathless
If killing me was in your plans
you can check it off your checklist
I was reckless
To give my heart to a stranger
Thinking they'd protect it...
What a fool I am...
Such a fool I am...
You're murdering my hopes of love
and don't even give a damn
This all seems to familiar
In the beginning It felt to peculiar...
Sitting staring hating what i see in the mirror...
Wondering who the hell is that...
When the hell did she come back...
Vulnerable little trusting girl...
Naive to everything...
You tore down that wall...
Just to built a casket around my soul..
Truth be told...
I fell in love with a killer..
my drug dealer...
Giving me an unmatchable high...
This addiction is the grim reaper...
Patiently waiting to kill me off...
I am dying...
Slowly flatlining...
As I read your lips...
And try to comprehend what you are telling me...
Lie lie lie
It was all a lie...
I fell for the bad guy
And let the good ones pass me by...
My love is dead.