My Secret

I want you to love me...
I know this may be a far fetched idea....
But I'm serious....
I mean I am seriously... serious....
Nervous... eyes looking side to side.....
yeahhhhhh.......
I feel like that....
and when you write me back....
I'm going to tell you....
wellllll....
I'm going to TRY...
but most likely somehow the truth will turn into a lie....
saying I'm talking to some "new guy"
What's his name.....
Oh.... ummmmmm...
Now I'm playing dumb...
to busy playing hard...
saying... you know we can still be friends...
but in reality... I want you to love me again...
I want you to hug me again....
I want you to change my name to baby....
Like its on my birth certificate...
Nervous... eyes looking side to side....
Yeahhhhhhh............
I feel like that....
and when you write me back....
I'm going to tell you........


But probably not..... lol